HOLY SHIT it has been a long time since I last posted anything here. My life has hit the wall going 130 MPH, but instead of stopping it somehow sped up. A few things just for shits and giggles in an update but then to get some heavy crap off my chest, crap that will probably piss people off, but once again, don’t like it? Don’t read it.
I got a new job, which means I can finally spill the beans about things at Best Buy. I put in my notice last week and I no longer have to work for the 2 managers, lets call one of them Ani, and the other Nale. These 2 rats bastards made me hate my job. I used to love going to work there, it was fun I loved everything about it. Until these 2 nimrods screwed me over and walked all over me. I was passed up for a promotion and full time position a total of 3 times. I worked at that store for a year and still got 8 hours a week. After my gaming department changed I was the 2nd best seller, only behind my supervisor. Now for only working 8-10 hours a week, normally only 2 days a week and being second that means I am damn good at my job. Imagine if they actually had a brain and worked me more. But instead of these 2 assholes realizing what they had in me as a salesman, they gave more hours to people who knew less than me, and sucked. They also played favoritism in the store which irked me beyond belief. Ani actually told me if I wanted to get anywhere that I need to suck up, and brag about what I do. What kind of manager says and thinks that? A bad one. I am so glad I don’t have to deal with them anymore, for everyone else in that store, I hate to leave.
My new job is kick ass, full time, great pay, helps with my degree, and just awesome all around. I started part time and 3 weeks in I was offered full time. Ani and Nale… suck it. I also found out I will get my associates this winter, now to press forward for my BA. I also got a place of my own finally. I felt like I was being pushed out and ignored so it was good I got out when I did.
WARNING. I don’t know how many times I tell people that I don’t hold back in my blog, but yet I still get people screaming and yelling at me for what I say here. This is one of those times. If you do not agree fine, but if you try to tell me I’m wrong and argue with my view here, I will tell you to piss off.
Once again, the beyond intelligent Bama has fucked up. If you can remember back, Bama is engaged to a married man who is waiting to go through his 4th divorce. She was supposed to marry him 5 months ago but he never filed for divorce, and still has not. Yet she is still with him. Who the fuck is ok with something like that? Of all the shit Bama has done this past year or so the final piece of cake is gone and I am going to let it all out. I do not know how it is possible to loath your own family member, but it is. Lets rewind a small bit. There is a biological member who I would gladly put a bullet into and piss in the wound. Probably will be one of the best days of my life when that asshole dies, and that is my sperm donor. That abusive fuck will get his. But I do not consider him family, Bama once was. Recently she decided to keep my nephew from me and others. This is the second time she has done this and I just will not take it anymore. I was given the idea to keep a log of when I try to reach him every day and how many times a day, including what that bitch says to me if she does answer. That way, when he gets older and can understand what is going on, and when Bama tells him I didn't want to talk to him, I can show him other wise.
Her stupidity is so embarrassing it makes me laugh. She threatened to call the cops if I did not stop calling her a lying bitch with no morals. In her idiotic world that is called harassing and the cops will put an end to it. Sorry nimrod, the cops do not care about your petty family issues. If it were not for the little guy I would never speak to or of her again. She is all but dead to me and I highly doubt there is anything she can do to fix it. I always said when shit hits the fan, which it will, that I would do all I could to help. Now, unless my nephew is in trouble, fuck her. Live on the damn streets for all I care. I have only ever wanted to hit 1 woman in my life, Bama is now the second. So to any of her “friends” that see this I am sure you will share with her and see her as the victim, well fuck you too, if you were a true friend you would have also tried to knock some morals and common sense into her. That good for nothing, lying, adulterous, desperate, shitty excuse for a mother has made me get to the point where I loath her. I do not care what happens to her, I do not care about her, and there is no form of love or compassion. I hope her life hits rock bottom and when she realizes what she has done I will simply laugh.
I have so much more I would like to say about this and about her, but it would all be moot. To end on a good note…
I played another gig at the coffee shop and it was a blast. I have a new singer, Miss Tarheel, and she is simply amazing. I have so much fun hanging out and playing with her. She absolutely stole the show. We made 34$ in tips that night and I can not wait to play another one.
So until the next rant and rage, be good kiddies…
The Meat Hammer
