The dirty "D" 18+

Perverts...

So I have many things that I want to get off my chest and share with you all, but this one seems as though it should come first. Lets talk about death. it fucking sucks, period.
I have lost people in the past, friends from high school, friends from military service, friends from child hood, family members, suicide, cancer, and people that I barely knew. They are gone and that is it, nothing more to it. It still sucks. I don't truly wish death on any man, and the one I do, is no man, nor a woman, he is an incarnate of the evil bastard down below. But even then, I think of the people that death would effect, and even though I could care less what happens to them, it still sucks.  What do you say to a friend who is losing a parent figure? I love you. I am here for you. I'll pray for you. thats about it, and yes those words help in the slightest, but that person would be just as well if they were never said.

To LSU, I love you, I am here for you, I will continue to pray for you.

A family received a bad notification this week. An elderly woman, who has been in bad shape health wise for some time got worse, and no real sign of anything getting better. The family is now in that time frame of trying to mentally prepare themselves for a loss. Well, we all know thats bull shit because there is no way to do that. but to that family I want you all to know, that death happens, and all you can do is try to be a peace with it, and keep talking to the big guns upstairs, because no matter how shitty his plans for us may be sometimes, he has a good head on his shoulder, and knows what he is doing. I love you, I am here for you, and I will continue to pray for you.

The thought of death does not go away. I have a dear friend, and Anarchy will never forget her loss. This death was beyond close to her, and every year, she will remember nothing but good times. I have a few people from my past that I will never forget who died. 1 of which was blood related, the other few were friends, or people I considered my family. The biggest cause of this, cancer. *Dear cancer, you are a dirty, worthless cunt, who does nothing but tear the world away from people on this earth. I pray that you fall down a bottomless pit, and as you fall, see bits of food that are just out of your reach so you starve, and slam against the walls that are laced with AIDS, and the heat of the pit brings on 3rd degree burns, and your only point of life is to fall, but never die. fuck you. Love, The Meat Hammer* Some were of suicide, due to the financial and relationship problems of life, or military stress. I love you, I am here for you, You will be in my prayers.

Some deaths are just unexplained accidents, such as falling off a ladder. Once again, God, you do some screwed up things to us, but in the end, we know you had a reason that we just will never understand. To you Hazel Green, I love you, I am here for you, and I will continue to pray for you.

We have all dealt with death in our past so you can all relate, and deny as you will, but at one point we all stand and scream what the fuck God, why? What the hell were you thinking? How dare you? You love me my ass, and by god, that works... for 5 minutes. I have done it, and for more things than just death. So let me get to the point. Yes death sucks, and you will hide in your own little spot on this earth and you will cry, be angry, be depressed, laugh it off, remember, then cry again.  But death is not the end of the world. Man, I am a cold hearted bastard, but its true, and sometimes the truth is the worst to hear. I hope that with all that is in me, that Washington will carry on, and that God will tell you that its not the end of the world. Yes, the second half of you may be gone physically, but they are never really gone. You are loved, we are hear for you, and we will continue to pray for you.

I love you, I will miss you, and I will always pray for us.

The Meat Hammer